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confessions of a broken heart

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Pain... Tension... Fatigue...
Depression...
Anger, Aggression, Frustration.
All these unwanted sensations -
Burning, hurting, tearing.
My heart alone, cold and fearing.
Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest,
Let me forget
To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets?
These memories inside, swirling, twirling,
unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind.
Repeating, resisting, insisting -
Refusing to be denied its recognition
Of its position in my
Frustration, Confusion, Delusion.
Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by,
Because there's so much to gain
By forgetting these dreams driving me insane.
Unfocused, unclear, out of control,
My world spinning, spinning, spinning,
My sanity flying through the door.
My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic,
Like fine sands running through my hands,
I'm losing my mind.


                        
Well this is an odd turn of events now isn't it folks! A poem from moi with no hint of my usual sensuality! :giggle: But seriously folks:

When you lose a loved one, your feelings are very volatile. You begin to
tumble, crash and fall through ever minute and every second that he/she is
gone. Like living in the shadow of yourself, you begin to fade in and out
of life, unfinished incomplete, Broken hearted...

The road back to your former self is so long...and as for my journey...my feet are too weak to take the first step....
© 2003 - 2024 vermillionaura
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Pawz89's avatar
It's beautiful, and for a sad reason, it's reminds me of.. something. It tears at my heart, bringing back all the old emotions.