i was a human punching bag
Journal Entry: Mon Aug 6, 2007, 2:29 AM
yeah i know i pulled a houdini on you guys for the past 8 months or so...and i deeply apologize for it...for you see, i was in a situation that i thought i had no control of at the time....
i was in love with someone that used to beat me damn near everyday of my relationship. it got to the point where i was always looking over my shoulder to make sure i wasn't going to get caught off guard by a fist of a foot to the face. it's a cruel thing to do...blackening a womans eye in the name of "love and demanding respect" from her. that's right folks, he claims he wouldn't have to beat me if i would give him the respect he deserves as a man...
so what made me leave? when i almost slit my wrists because i was that brainwashed about my self worth...i looked up and saw my daughter's picture and realized by killing myself i would leave her and orphan...she was already fatherless...never knew her father due to the fact that he died four days before her first birthday...i couldn't do that to her...especially when i myself almost died giving birth to her.
there are a few people worth dying for, and he wasn't one of them....so the final time he hit me i took the liberty of standing my ground with a hot iron and pulling a tiger woods on that ass!
love is many things...but the one thing it is NOT supposed to be is deadly.
so to all my friends out there...if you're in a similar scenario as me...GET OUT OF IT....find help...there is always a way out of it! please.....okay?
hugs and kisses..........
- Mood:
Love - Listening to: Afro Celt Sound System and Delerium
- Reading: Proofreading my VS comic script
- Watching: FF7 Advent Children
- Playing: Tomb Raider Legend & Gears of War
- Eating: Shushi~California Rolls baby!
- Drinking: Absolute Peach & White Cranberry Juice
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