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i was a human punching bag

Mon Aug 6, 2007, 2:29 AM
yeah i know i pulled a houdini on you guys for the past 8 months or so...and i deeply apologize for it...for you see, i was in a situation that i thought i had no control of at the time....


i was in love with someone that used to beat me damn near everyday of my relationship. it got to the point where i was always looking over my shoulder to make sure i wasn't going to get caught off guard by a fist of a foot to the face. it's a cruel thing to do...blackening a womans eye in the name of "love and demanding respect" from her. that's right folks, he claims he wouldn't have to beat me if i would give him the respect he deserves as a man...

so what made me leave? when i almost slit my wrists because i was that brainwashed about my self worth...i looked up and saw my daughter's picture and realized by killing myself i would leave her and orphan...she was already fatherless...never knew her father due to the fact that he died four days before her first birthday...i couldn't do that to her...especially when i myself almost died giving birth to her.

there are a few people worth dying for, and he wasn't one of them....so the final time he hit me i took the liberty of standing my ground with a hot iron and pulling a tiger woods on that ass!

love is many things...but the one thing it is NOT supposed to be is deadly.


so to all my friends out there...if you're in a similar scenario as me...GET OUT OF IT....find help...there is always a way out of it! please.....okay?


hugs and kisses..........

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  • Current Residence: the Bay Area, Kalifornia
  • Print preference: Glossy or Matte
  • Interests: video games,music,art,poetry,reading,the Male Species
  • Favourite movie: The Crow, A Clockwork Orange,Crouching Tiger/Hidden Dragon,Hackers
  • Favourite band or musician: Depeche Mode, Delerium, Bedrock,Sandra Collins, DJ QBert,Enigma,Linkin Park
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  • Favourite poet or writer: Khalil Gibran,drippingblood,kvetched, Anne Rice, evilfaeries
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  • Favourite style of art: Anime', CGI
  • Operating System: PaintShop Pro, Corel 6
  • MP3 player of choice: iPOD
  • Shell of choice: Candy coated Reese's Pieces o'course!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Duo Maxwell with his Gundam Deathscythe Hell
  • Skin of choice: Cashmere and Leather!
  • Favourite game: Vagrant Story,RE:Umbrella Chronicles,Assassins Creed,Foreplay,Devil may Cry 4
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3, Xbox 360, the Human Body
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewie from the Family Guy(such a cute, diabolical child!)
  • Personal Quote: life is a novel: unwritten. An eternal fairytale, both dark & pale.
  • Tools of the Trade: My charming, sarcastic wit...my intellegence, my Mona Lisa smile

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Thank You very much for the :+fav: "Bastet"!
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Hello! :)
Thank you for the watch! ^_^

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I will never accept the commission because I'd hate to regard my works as cheap things. :(
Hello! :)
Thank you for the fav! ^_^

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I will never accept the commission because I'd hate to regard my works as cheap things. :(
Hello,

I'm sending messages to my watchers letting them know that I've appreciated them throughout the years and it was very flattering that over 100 people were interested enough in my work to add me to their watch list. I'd like to redirect you to my most recent journal entry, where I describe why I'm leaving the site. The bottom suggests different ways to follow my work, and most importantly gives the link to my blog: kaylieabela [dot] blogspot [dot] com. I wish you luck with your future endeavors as well!

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Get some killer Prints
i have returned ... to thank you for :+fav:ing my poem, "Laurence's Song" [link] ... i'm grateful and honored that you like it that much :thanks:

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Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.
...and to thank you now for adding yet another of my poems, "Dementia" [link] to your fav's! :thanks:

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Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.
and even more, thank you! :)

Re-entry [link]
April Tanka Collection [link]
Tropic of Cancer [link]

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Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.
:faint: and yet another thank you for fav'ing

"Resonate" [link]

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Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.
Thanks for the fav, mate! It's appreciated! :)

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