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i was a human punching bag

Journal Entry: Mon Aug 6, 2007, 2:29 AM
yeah i know i pulled a houdini on you guys for the past 8 months or so...and i deeply apologize for it...for you see, i was in a situation that i thought i had no control of at the time....


i was in love with someone that used to beat me damn near everyday of my relationship. it got to the point where i was always looking over my shoulder to make sure i wasn't going to get caught off guard by a fist of a foot to the face. it's a cruel thing to do...blackening a womans eye in the name of "love and demanding respect" from her. that's right folks, he claims he wouldn't have to beat me if i would give him the respect he deserves as a man...

so what made me leave? when i almost slit my wrists because i was that brainwashed about my self worth...i looked up and saw my daughter's picture and realized by killing myself i would leave her and orphan...she was already fatherless...never knew her father due to the fact that he died four days before her first birthday...i couldn't do that to her...especially when i myself almost died giving birth to her.

there are a few people worth dying for, and he wasn't one of them....so the final time he hit me i took the liberty of standing my ground with a hot iron and pulling a tiger woods on that ass!

love is many things...but the one thing it is NOT supposed to be is deadly.


so to all my friends out there...if you're in a similar scenario as me...GET OUT OF IT....find help...there is always a way out of it! please.....okay?


hugs and kisses..........

  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Afro Celt Sound System and Delerium
  • Reading: Proofreading my VS comic script
  • Watching: FF7 Advent Children
  • Playing: Tomb Raider Legend & Gears of War
  • Eating: Shushi~California Rolls baby!
  • Drinking: Absolute Peach & White Cranberry Juice

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  • Current Age: 26
  • Current Residence: the Bay Area, Kalifornia
  • Print preference: Glossy or Matte
  • Interests: video games,music,art,poetry,reading,the Male Species
  • Favourite movie: The Crow, A Clockwork Orange,Crouching Tiger/Hidden Dragon,Hackers
  • Favourite band or musician: Depeche Mode, Delerium, Bedrock,Sandra Collins, DJ QBert,Enigma,Linkin Park
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything BUT COUNTRY!!!AHH!!!
  • Favourite artist: yoshitaka amano, leodadominico,dreamr,makosoldier,kozispoon, duece
  • Favourite poet or writer: Khalil Gibran,drippingblood,kvetched, Anne Rice, evilfaeries
  • Favourite photographer: exubriantz, xenologics, dreamr,
  • Favourite style of art: Anime', CGI
  • Operating System: PaintShop Pro, Corel 6
  • MP3 player of choice: iPOD
  • Shell of choice: Candy coated Reese's Pieces o'course!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Duo Maxwell with his Gundam Deathscythe Hell
  • Skin of choice: Cashmere and Leather!
  • Favourite game: Vagrant Story,RE:Umbrella Chronicles,Assassins Creed,Foreplay,Devil may Cry 4
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3, Xbox 360, the Human Body
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewie from the Family Guy(such a cute, diabolical child!)
  • Personal Quote: life is a novel: unwritten. An eternal fairytale, both dark & pale.
  • Tools of the Trade: My charming, sarcastic wit...my intellegence, my Mona Lisa smile

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*jade-pandora:iconjade-pandora: 1 day 4 hours ago
...and to thank you now for adding yet another of my poems, "Dementia" [link] to your fav's! :thanks:

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I am Lit', therefore, I am!
*jade-pandora:iconjade-pandora: May 31, 2008, 12:31:51 AM Mood: Content
i have returned ... to thank you for :+fav:ing my poem, "Laurence's Song" [link] ... i'm grateful and honored that you like it that much :thanks:

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I am Lit', therefore, I am!
~FatherStone:iconFatherStone: May 23, 2008, 12:07:18 AM
Thanks for the fav, mate! It's appreciated! :)
~rotoza:iconrotoza: May 21, 2008, 5:31:22 PM
i´ll continue taking photos, :) thanks ;)

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*Kiela-Starcatcher:iconKiela-Starcatcher: May 21, 2008, 5:05:08 PM
Tanks for the :+fav: on my li'l FF sprite!
*cheer*

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"MTV is to music as KFC is to chicken!"

~Lewis Black
~Farain12:iconFarain12: May 21, 2008, 5:03:25 PM
thankie for the :+fav:!

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:skull: :skullbones: one day dude, im gonna run into the woods and never come back, and when i come back, im gonna be the knife master! :skullbones: :skull:

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Im going to kill you! (some random person) why? Because i have mental problems. - The Rev
~vermillionaura:iconvermillionaura: May 21, 2008, 4:58:21 PM
It was a pleasure, keep it going I know I'll fave other piece of yours!

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:chainsaw:Remember Kids: Karma's a bitch and she'll bite you in the ass!:nod:
~vanillabear99:iconvanillabear99: May 21, 2008, 1:21:12 PM
^^ More poetry coming! Look out for it.

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"God Jean, How does it feel...To be loved that much?"-Emma Frost.

"Friends have a way of helping you get through things, Even if it's as simple as changing the subject"-JD.
~rotoza:iconrotoza: May 20, 2008, 8:20:57 PM
thank you so much! it means a lot to me to receive compliments like yours! :)

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~vermillionaura:iconvermillionaura: May 20, 2008, 5:00:17 PM
Your photographs capture color and light so vividly! How can I not Favor them?

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:chainsaw:Remember Kids: Karma's a bitch and she'll bite you in the ass!:nod:
~vermillionaura:iconvermillionaura: May 20, 2008, 4:57:50 PM
:hug: Such compliments...I'm not worthy! Thank you so much! I'm honored to be critiqued by someone as seasoned as you!

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:chainsaw:Remember Kids: Karma's a bitch and she'll bite you in the ass!:nod:
~vermillionaura:iconvermillionaura: May 20, 2008, 4:56:30 PM
You're welcome hon, it's a raity to find a piece that describes what your currently feeling to a T!

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:chainsaw:Remember Kids: Karma's a bitch and she'll bite you in the ass!:nod:
~rotoza:iconrotoza: May 20, 2008, 12:53:23 PM
Thanks for the fav :)

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~vanillabear99:iconvanillabear99: May 20, 2008, 11:05:44 AM
Thank you so much for the :+fav: on my poem!

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"God Jean, How does it feel...To be loved that much?"-Emma Frost.

"Friends have a way of helping you get through things, Even if it's as simple as changing the subject"-JD.
*rojadawg:iconrojadawg: May 16, 2008, 12:26:52 PM
Thanks so much for the fav on Longing...All I can say from reading you now and before, is you are stronger then you know and have the spirit to fly...there is a reason for everything, good and bad.You have the insight to learn from these things.

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silence cannot free us now...
~Demon-Aite:iconDemon-Aite: Apr 24, 2008, 7:05:08 PM Mood: Amazed
Awesome page :3

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Homg, wtf?! It's You!!! :o
~vermillionaura:iconvermillionaura: Mar 17, 2008, 4:48:32 PM
of course! being a leo i couldn't resist! plus simon is just soooooooooo cute!

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:chainsaw:Remember Kids: Karma's a bitch and she'll bite you in the ass!:nod:
*BlueEyesBlackTears:iconBlueEyesBlackTears: Mar 17, 2008, 4:18:19 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

Much love :peace:

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They who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.
~E.A.Poe
*jade-pandora:iconjade-pandora: Mar 13, 2008, 7:07:56 PM
i'm terribly moved & honored that any of my writing would have you feel that kind of inspiration - thank you so much. :hug:

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I am Lit', therefore, I am!
~vermillionaura:iconvermillionaura: Mar 13, 2008, 3:43:07 PM
Thank you for responding...it's been awhile since another poet has inspired me to drine deeper into my own creative soul...:hug:

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:chainsaw:Remember Kids: Karma's a bitch and she'll bite you in the ass!:nod:
*jade-pandora:iconjade-pandora: Mar 12, 2008, 7:21:23 PM
oh my!... and also for "Death Tanka 2" :) [link]

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I am Lit', therefore, I am!
*jade-pandora:iconjade-pandora: Mar 12, 2008, 7:19:38 PM
Thank you so much for :+fav:ing my piece, "A..." [link] ...and for adding me to your watch! :thanks:

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I am Lit', therefore, I am!
~Sombermuse:iconSombermuse: Mar 6, 2008, 9:38:14 AM Mood: Joy
thank ya for the fav =)

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i tend to wander down the wrong rabbit hole quite frequently. :boogie:
~AndreAla-Rae:iconAndreAla-Rae: Mar 6, 2008, 8:56:16 AM Mood: Love
Thanks for the fav hun, i appreciate it. :hug:

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